makin' something bigger than anyone of us alone

it's been a while, if ever, since i've written in all lower-case letters. in fact, i'm so intoxicated that i haven't even the energy to look back and find out if i've even EVER written in all lower-case letters.

*sigh*

i'm sure i have. this is no miracle. no freak of nature. i've been here before. *smile*

i'm supposed to be in bed now; i was sufficiently warned. i was supposed to go to bed an hour ago but apparently i got all caught up in time and writing and being intoxicated that i forgot all about time.

what's the point of this point?

i suppose to establish contact with my friends when i'm supposed to be asleep. it feels sorta the way it did when i was a kid; back when i was supposed to be asleep, secluded and sequestered from my folks' "alone" time (a.k.a. time away from the kids which i have come to resent no longer) and sneaking out to "steal" and apple from the fridge. oh, what a rebel i was.

what a rebel i am.